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The Return

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This time next week I’m going to be flying over the Atlantic towards Paris. I spent four months in London and Paris last summer and it was great. I didn’t do much of anything, which is why it was so great, but I did start jogging and I read more and I got to know my camera a lot better. Ever since my Canadian return I’ve sworn that I would go back and I’ve been working hard over the last couple of months, perhaps a little too hard, to pay for it. Next week I fulfill that promise.

Last year I was there on a tourist visa. I was required to have a return ticket, I was limited to a short stay, and I was not permitted to work. This year there’s a subtle, but significant, difference: I am traveling on a European passport. More to the point, my flight to Paris next week is one way.

I’d like to say that I have it all planned out, but I really don’t. Apart from a three month commitment with a 150 square foot apartment in the upper 16e, I have no expectations. I hope to continue freelance web work for Toronto companies while I’m there — I’m taking two computers with me; this will be interesting during airport security screenings — which should sustain me for a while, but locally I have no idea what’s going to happen. Will I find freelance work for European agencies? Will I find a job? Will I move to other cities or countries? Will I have any shred of a social life as a foreigner? Or will I burn through all my money accomplishing nothing? Will I be found floating in the Senne one winter day? I don’t know.

That’s the fun of it though; it’s a grand adventure. A great send-off to my long dark twenties. When I will celebrate my thirtieth early next year, wherever I’ll be, it will be with a kind freshness that I could never have in a place that I’ve spent most of my life. I’ve been in a rut for so long I need something drastic in my life to kickstart a new decade. Leaving everything behind to go to another continent is high on the list of “drastic things to do,” so, that.

But the internet will persist wherever I go so, in the end, probably nothing will change. At least I’ll have some nice photos to show for it.

COMMENTS

Erkki writes (August 29th, 2009 at 01:08):

Interesting, I’ve been lately thinking of moving from Estonia to an English speaking country also because I think I could use a kickstart to get out of a rut. I’m currently thinking of Australia because I think I’d enjoy the climate and nature there more than elsewhere. I’m thinking of trying it out for a year first, getting a work & travel visa, doing some farm work to pay for travel etc.

n0wak writes (August 30th, 2009 at 12:08):

I’m obviously biased, as I’m doing exactly that, but I’d say go for it Erkki. I know your skills are transferable.

And yes, this is why the PS3 is going away. All consoles, really. :(

Thanks.

DissolvedGirl writes (August 31st, 2009 at 16:08):

Indeed, this is a grand adventure and I’m sure more than a few people are jealous at your ability to simply pick up and move away, including me. Bonne chance, mon ami.

Au revoir, les vingts noirs! (are numbers masculine or feminine? Just one of the many questions you wouldn’t even have occasion to think about in boring Canada…)

Greg J. Smith writes (August 31st, 2009 at 18:08):

Hah! Hilarious… I had an extended conversation with Aidan Baker about “the long dark twenties” a few years back – as I squeezed out of the decade o’ turmoil. He advised me to be optimistic.

Good luck with the one way flight! Nothing beats turning your back on your comfort zone. :)

Alex writes (September 2nd, 2009 at 07:09):

Good luck, big guy! Going to miss you popping up on XBL and PSN, though. And should you come over to Blighty at any point, be sure to let me know.

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